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Saturday, May 14, 2005

summer ending

after days of waking up early, i am finally free!! yup my summer class is ending and the school finally allowed us poor things to have 2 weeks vacation before the next torture camp will begin. gone are the days of jealousy, where i would enviously watch my cousins go bedy bye while i had to go to school. bwehehehe, i could simply rejoice. problem is though, my system got so used to waking up early that i find myself staring at the ceiling for hours before i realize that i can sleep for as long as i want. gaaaah, conditioning...this summer class also left me paranoid about everything. i waste a lot of time thinking of the things that i need to do before succumbing to depression and worry, becoming your very own worry rat. maybe i should advertise myself as just that (hem hem...worrying for something?why bother! call the WOrry RAt and she'll worry for you!!! limited sanity space left..call now!) nah, really, school is not suppose to make you like that. its suppose to keep you on your toes, not cause you to lose all your fingernails due to biting.sad to say our school systems nowadays is so focused on cramming more and more subjects in less time that they fail to inject a little something called quality. to borrow the words from my ethics class...totality is forgotten. its i-dont-give-a-hoot-about-you-as-long-as-you-are-in-class mentality that is boss in schools. no problem with being strict and expecting the best from your class. but, really, how can we have productive citizens if they're all a nervous wreck??

summer is finally here. no school, no teachers, no classmates (kidding really) no projects..just poor unadulterated wasting of time! i am free to do absolutely nothing and just go and be a couch potato and add a gazillion pounds to my body for all i care. summer will mean that i'll get to spend time with my cousin lance. summer means that i can finally work for the JREV now! a movement i have been looking forward to.

ah yes..now that is summer...

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